Published inFlypages·3 days agoMember-onlyB is for BrokenBuilt up around the whole of me Bevvied thoughts spin white noise But I find no salve, no succor here Behind the curtain of perpetual motion Blessed? Nay, I must insist Beyond my reach are such things Beveled edges reflect deep scars Burrowing through deftly-carved lines Beckoning shadowy shards of what was Beheld…Poetry2 min readPoetry2 min read
Published inFlypages·Sep 22Member-onlyA is for AnxietyAuthor Note: I am engaging in the Alphabet Superset Challenge to create something every week for the next 26 weeks in the order of the alphabet. I’ve chosen to focus on poetry, because I haven’t really written any in a while. Wish me luck. Anxiety gnaws at my brain and its…Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Sep 18Member-onlySuicide isn’t Selfish (But You Are)Centering the conversation where it needs to be: around us, not you. TRIGGER WARNING: This article talks about suicidal ideation, attempts, and abuse. When I was 14, I swallowed half a cup of Drano. When I was 15, I tried to OD on Tylenol. Later that year, I tried to…Depression5 min readDepression5 min read
Sep 11Member-only9/11: We Haven’t Learned the LessonI was woken up by a phone call from my housemate, who told me to stay inside with the kids and lock the doors. When I asked why, he said that planes had flown into the Twin Towers in New York and crashed into the Pentagon. We lived on Fort…September 113 min readSeptember 113 min read
Sep 5Member-onlyI Have a Death Notification List (And So Should You)Or “I’m taking no chances in this ever-devolving dumpster fire” When I launched my Friend Connection Form in May, my intention was to gather all the information I needed to stay in touch with my friends off of social media. …Death2 min readDeath2 min read
Aug 28Member-onlyWhat’s the Effin’ Point?And other nonsense from my stupid ADHD-addled artist brain. It’s 1:05am. Technically, Monday. I tried to sleep, but my brain and body can’t decide if they’re trying to inspire or kill me. My meds, including the pot, have all taken a backseat to the furious whirlwind of thoughts and pain…Artist2 min readArtist2 min read
Aug 24Member-onlyREVIEW: Brothers of BloodA Twisty, Turny Vampire Tale for the Those of Us with a High Horror Bar Mr. JT Patten has done it again. This is the second of his stories I’ve had the pleasure of reading, and I was just as delighted by this tale. As a big vampire literature connoisseur…Vampires2 min readVampires2 min read
Aug 23Member-onlySpooky Scary Skeletons…WreathRevisiting my favorite spooky build from last season Spooky season is my favorite. So when I saw this video I knew I had to make one. So I did! And it was super easy! Started with a big wire wreath frame, I wound red battery-powered fairy lights through it…Halloween3 min readHalloween3 min read
Jun 6Member-onlyBi ErasureEvery community has issues, even the Alphabet Mafia TW: This article mentions sexual assault and harassment. When I leaned into my bisexuality in my late teens/early twenties, I thought I’d finally found a community that would accept me and my quirks. …Bisexual Women3 min readBisexual Women3 min read
Jun 4Member-onlyMy Coming Out Was Uneventful, But Not in the Way You Might ThinkI wish someone had even noticed Along the spectrum of way coming out is received, mine is muddled somewhere in the middle. I knew when I was around 11 or 12 that I found girls as interesting as boys. Granted, I grew up in the 80s — yay, GenX —…Bisexual3 min readBisexual3 min read